Living for God
It's never too late to respond to God. Even you did not respond, you can still do so in your Quiet Time and start to take active steps. If you did respond but were not able to live it out, don't give up just bcos you failed once. Determine to pick yourself up and keep trying till you know that you have made progress. True change is the fruit of perseverance and diligence. It is a result of the faithfulness of a child of God as he/she steps out of the safe church environment into the world where temptations are aplenty and the Prince of the World rules with his iron fist.
The true test of our committment does not lie in the number of tears we shed at the altar or how earnest we are at the point of decision. No, it's right there in the world. It is there in the canteen when you are sitting with your non-christian friends and they start to gossip, backstab, scold swear words, and you sit listening. You are tempted to join in talk that is not pleasing to God, that will pierce His heart. Or the test could come when at the end of the day you come home wanting to watch your favourite TV programme,and God waits. He waits for you to fulfill your committment to be faithful in the little things. But you dilly dally till its past bedtime and you fall asleep, passing Him by. The test can comes in the privacy of our rooms, in front of our computers, away from the eyes of Christian brothers and sisters, with only self to answer before God. How far would you take your committment to God? Has it started and stopped at the altar?
In the world where temptations abound, in the secrecy of your room, in the mundane routine of life...God is asking....are you willing to live for me, child? Because this is where the real change happens. This is what matters to God. It does not end at a Saturday altar call. It starts there...
Perseverance
The good news is... God doesn't care how many times you try but fail. Your mind may tell you that God has given up on you just because this is the umpteenth time you've failed Him. But God doesn't care, as long as you've tried wholeheartedly. Repentance after failure is what matters to Him. A repentant heart each time you fail. And a perseverance to see it thru. A perseverance that says, "God, no matter how many times i fail, i'm gonna try again till i get it right. Till i get it right Lord, i'm not gonna give up on you." The apostle Paul writes to encourage us in the same way, not to take our failure or our bad past to heart, but to press on. Focus on the prize, and not on your failures in other words!
"Brethren, I do not regard myself as having laid hold of it yet; but one thing I do: forgetting what lies behind and reaching forward to what lies ahead, I press on toward the goal for the prize of the upward call of God in Christ Jesus." Philippians 3:13.
Remember, many can respond to the altar. In fact, we all should respond when God speaks to our hearts and not harden ourselves. But how many are willing to live out the committment? How many are willing to persevere in the face of discouragement and hardship? When the "good feeling" is not always there to spur us on. Are you willing? I pray you will be one of those who will step out from the crowd and say yes. Step out and be set apart by God. Set apart the days, minutes and seconds and live them worshipfully unto God. Remember, it's not too late to respond to God even now. God waits for you His dear little child, His heart waits for you, His power ever-ready to transform you. Open your heart and hear His whispers once again.